disturbing

There’s a place where you go when you have enough.

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Jest takie miejsce, do którego idziesz, kiedy masz dość.

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Enough of noise, others people opinions, disappointing excitement…

A place where you want to escape from a deepest sadness mixed with the rush of empty hours of everyday life.

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Dość hałasu, opinii innych, rozczarowujących emocji…

Miejsce, w którym chcesz uciec od głębokiego smutku zmieszanego z gorączką pustych godzin codzienności.

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It may be your inner world filled with greenish blue or something Germans call Waldeseinseimkeit.

This is my religion.

It is a way of finding the inner-peace with the overwhelming loneliness, emptiness and sorrow.

But also a way of dancing with Joy, leaving hurt feelings watching.

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Może to być twój wewnętrzny świat wypełniony zielonkawym granatem lub coś, co Niemcy nazywają Waldeseinseimkeit.

To jest moja religia.

To sposób na ujarzmienie wewnętrznej wojny z przytłaczającą samotnością, pustką i smutkiem.

Ale także sposób na wyzwalający taniec z Radością, na pozostawienie zranionych uczuć na widowni.

Pure anxiety.

Alone.

At peace.

With nature.

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Czysty niepokój.

W samotności.

I w zgodzie.

Z naturÄ….

It may be a way of finding yourself,

and if not - surely a way of finding most important puzzles of all…

Stop and listen.

Don’t think.

Feel.

EnJoy!

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Być może to sposób na odnalezienie siebie,

a jeśli nie - szansa na dotarcie do rozwiązania najważniejszej zagadki ze wszystkich…

Zatrzymaj się i posłuchaj.

Nie myśl.

Czuj.

Baw siÄ™!

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Thank you Daria * black and white poems for your love and support and Marta Streng * @moosiatko  for inspiration!

And Galeria Zawady Oleckie *galeriawiejskazawadyoleckie for the perfect escape!

You may read it again (and again ;) and also enjoy

you rock my world

You really rock my world for couple of years already …

I can't believe that it's my fifth Mothers day !!! Time goes by so quickly!!!

I don't really know what more I can say to you apart from what I tell you everyday…

I’m the luckiest girl on the planet to have you in my life!

You’re my reasons to live, smile, challenge myself and achieve.

And now - the best for us is still to come!

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I sing you this Beyonce’s song, hoping that I will still be there when you understand its meaning ;)

Sometimes these walls seem to cave in on me
When I look in your eyes, I feel alive
Some days we say words that don't mean a thing
But when you holding me tight, I feel alive

Make it last forever
Come one baby won't you hold on to me, hold on to me
You and I together
Come one baby won't you hold on to me, hold on to me

Each day I feel so blessed to be looking at you
'Cause when you open your eyes, I feel alive
My heart beats so damn quick when you say my name
When I'm holding you tight, I'm so alive
Now let's live it up

Make it last forever
Come one baby won't you hold on to me, hold on to me
You and I together
Come one baby won't you hold on to me, hold

You are my wings and thanks to you I finally believe I can fly!